So make not mistake. I don't know it all or have it all figured out. I chose this profession because I know how difficult it is to break through patterns. Human behavior is my puzzle and I'm incredibly motivated to find new pieces every time. What worked for me was not to search for an impossible answer but to change the question:
• Not: "what do I want to do?"
• Well: "how do I want to feel?"
That question gave me completely different answers. I want to feel satisfied and happy. I want to have fun, keep moving and give 100% attention to what I am doing. I want to live a great life. So I set to work on that. Does that always work? No. But it often does!
I get energy from working together to achieve dreams and goals. Mine and yours. But not too serious. There must be enough space for fun and enjoyment.